This is terribly disturbing, the suggestion tht white folk in general have no conscience. I don’t want to believe this. I am surrounded by White people, whether as neighbours, managers, colleagues, people I thought weere my friends, 'comrades', in the feminist movement and anti-Nazi League. When I look at events across a wide expanse of time, situation and contexts, when I look at how most of these people I gve my trust to, tiptoed away, ghosting me and then I realized I ahd been completely abandoned, without discussion, without any open disagreement over anything, they withdrew. When I analyse the particular situation it was always due to their unexpeessed, racialised expectation (which I was really unaware of) that I would defer to them. Also, my receiving admiration or respect from some direction for being fitter, prettier, more knowledgeable, more articulate, more of artistic, multi-skilled academic/artist/popular a teacher than they were, unleashed some variety of a torrent of harm from them, towards me.

I’m an artistic writer who loves to use pen, paper, clay and computer to support self and societal health, empowering thru the light of truthtelling stories.