Thank you so much for making the effort to articulate this. It means a lot and is helping me to make sense of my experiences . If I may add, I think it's important to realise not everyone is a safe person to talk to... The world is a place made brutal by the psycopathic and the indifferent; the oases filled with the milk of human kindness can be quite small...

I always feel grateful after reading your work as it assures me there is decency and humanity; may these godly qualities multiply.