Nothing to apologise for, Sid. If you are sharing such truths within the circles you move in, if you'd step up to use your power as Whyte and relatively safe and comfortable, to defend those of us being attacked, I'd welcome you to break bread at my table or some chapatis! : )
There are plenty fo people of colour willing to mouth any number of lies in order to get ahead and gain power ie look at the recent crop of politicians of the ilk of Rishi Sunak and Kamala Harris. They don't miss a beat on using the cudgels historically wielded by Whytes to beat up on people of the Global South.