It's all horrific - Layla-May's murder, the avenging plan which took the life of the1 9 year old recruit into the Israeli army, the current bombing of Lebanon using phosphorus to maximise the agonies as civilians get burnt to the bone...

Very overwhelming to simply read - you have experienced so much horror Antoun - it is a miracle you can still write so very cogently and compellingly.

Please take care.