Aza Y. Alam
1 min readFeb 4, 2024

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Hmmm... Old school, maybe is centred around eternal truths?

Actually your comment here is giving me further clarity Frank... Because my internal dialogue was kind of conflicted...

So I have been saying to myself,

In fairness to the tutors, and as we don't know each other, some might have some mental health. issue/ the woman who cried was perfectly stable before I read the poem/ it spoilt the atmosphere for everyone.... perhaps I should have issued a warning ?

But then, another part of me is saying...

'Hells bells, again it is white privileged people who get to decide what is triggering... I had to sit through the poem (chosen by the tutors) , that repeated verbatim, threats by white skinheads I heard as a child.

Now, since considering the other comments left by other authors on Medium, especially, Noora, Leif, Alexandra and Lola I am glad I followed my feeling and that I did read out the poem for Gaza. Not to have done so, would have been 'cowardly, intellectually dishonest, and upholding the imperial hegemony'. (Such clarity that words can bestow - thank you).

The whole situation, following the marketing spiel and the nice dinner lunch etc, fully revealed the poverty of spirit of both tutors - full of sympathy to the woman crying but zero concern for my feelings. Is she more human than I, or what?

Needless to say I will not be attending any course run by those tutors. They showed me where their loyalties lie, and just how quickly I would be abandoned were there to be a conflict of interest.

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Aza Y. Alam
Aza Y. Alam

Written by Aza Y. Alam

Exploring the entanglements of gender, race and class during this era of the Eurokleptocene. Let’s do better, one story, one learning, one comment at a time.

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