Actually you are so very remarkable for having the courage and mental fortitude to accept and start to process insights which began revealing somthing so threatening to your entire sense of selfhood and the community you identified with. This is rarer than comng aross a pink diamond in say... Dublin! Hence why so few people of any community see beyond their initial socialisation. It's people such as yourself, I want to be friends with becuase you have sculpted your sense of self in accordancw with your own evolving senses.